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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

closing up shop... maybe

well. this is odd. all i could think of yesterday was shutting down this blog. i've had this problem before, with thenest.com, where i kind of... let it replace real life? and i realized yesterday that i didn't want to blog ANOTHER crisis and let my fear and anger stagnate somewhere out there while i wished for catharsis. i meant to blog my weight loss efforts and instead i blogged my life. and, well, i don't want to do this anymore.

so i think i'll delete the blog. but i'll keep the email & the screenname so i can comment.

i'm going to give it a couple days, though, before i commit. and, ummmm, i'm not giving up on losing weight. no way, baby. i'm jogging TONIGHT.

4 comments:

fat bridesmaid said...

I'll miss you if you go, but I get what you're saying. Gotta do what makes sense for you. I hope you won't disappear completely though!

Ellen said...

Hey, girl :) Do what you have to do, of course. We will miss your posts, but completely understand this is about your life, not the blogosphere! (Ok, I hate that word) I'm so sorry about the lameness surrounding your birthday dinner!

Sarah said...

I will miss reading your blog everyday if you leave:(. I totally understand if you fell like you NEED to close up shop. But only if you NEED to.

Allison said...

Guess I read this a bit too late, as your blog is missing all of January and February! I really enjoy reading your blog, but I do understand about it overtaking your life...