i am not a patient person. waiting is... not really my thing.
i am smoking. a genius plan from someone awaiting a test to see if she has cancer, no?
i am eating things i, frankly, probably shouldn't (haagen-dazs single serving cups were on sale).
last night a zonked out at 8pm rather than, i dunno, live my life as planned?
today is a better day. because i say so.
today i am going to stick to my calories (and my guns). i am going to drink my seltzer to rehydrate (when i'm dehydrated i can't stand water) and then drink my waters to stay hydrated. i'm going to bk and walking home. i'm not going to go way over my fats like i have been (see: haagen-dazs). i'm going to do both of my natural anti-depressants and have a glass of wine.
i'm not going to obsess.